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haix...intended to go out this weekend de...but realized nobody is free...so nvm..

last nite's TV shows were great....xun qin ji finally finished...which means tt i haf more time to study le.... to mum wif love finished too...the ending was so touching.. i watched and i was on the verge of crying... well, ever since i'm emotionally hurt.. i dunno why i like to cry even over the slightest thing... i feel that i'm so fragile.. thursday night i tot of him.. and as usual i wasted 1 hour hiding inside my room and cry... after that my eyes were red..swollen and blur and i cant see properly... but i still forced myself to do the amaths...argh.

to be honest... i haven been happy all this while...though i might seem crazy and happy in class or outside...when i get home and when i'm all alone...i'm back to my original self again.. so gloomy... seriously i cant find anything to be happy abt loh.. life is just so miserable and boring..call me pessimistic.. i read from a magazine and it says "5 ways to get over him" 5 women shared their experience and i found out tt none of them were better off than me.. they taught the readers how they got over their lovers.. although it's interesting... such things cant be taught.. we haf to overcome it ourselves loh.. just lyk one of the women said abt throwing everything tt reminds you of him away.. will it even work when i cant bear to do it... hahax so funny... if i tok more...sum pple will cum n question me if i love him alot again...lol ^___^

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